So be careful of these contaminations. They are very dangerous and always come in between the guru and shishya. And there is no ‘deep’ question, yog is nature. Whatever level you are at, that is reality for you. Do not think of suddenly developing wings and flying high. Wait for your guru to give you that experience. Your guru has the capacity to make you experience anything and that is why he is your guru. If he cannot make you experience, then he is not worth being a guru. Whoever you make a guru, make him a guru so that you can carry forward his name. Don’t make him your guru to prove him a failure. 

The day you are connected with your guru, you make a guru, that day all these contaminations will dissolve. Take my word for that. Your problems will start when you set out to make shishyas because you will find such novelties. Before that it is bliss. I keep roaming from morning to night at the ashram. I do not interact with anyone. The day I interact, I immediately lose my temper over something. So I am in bliss in myself. But because I have a hobby of making a shishya, someone to carry forward what I have, it does not let me stay in a state of bliss. You can call this attachment, karma or guru vakya because what I have there should be at least someone to hold that in the future. There is no one like that. So whoever I have an interaction with, the energy difference is so much that there is an immediate clash, and I get angry. The day you have atma sakshatkar with your Guru, the day you hold your gurus hand, that day all your problems will dissolve, I can guarantee you, whatever might keep happening provided you are holding, and not thinking you are holding. 

—The writer Yogi Ashwini Ji is the head of Dhyan Foundation, Delhi. For details contact: ashwiniyogi@yahoo.co.in